insecurities are normal, i say.
But too much of it is hazardous.
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Then again maybe i had been wasting my time all these while.
Forget about it.
Im damn tired, not to mention totally fed up and easily irritable.
and splendid,
im super sick too.
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Im seriously tired of feeling all the unnecessary insecurities and i think its about time i give my poor self a break.
I know something's not right.
Looking at everything that'd happen and now a very obvious move to prove everything, i call this: baby step.
hoping from one guy to another within your circle of friends, even a blind person can tell this is a bloody common strategy. whatever.
If you dont realize this, then i say, you're blind.
right now,
im going to sleep and im only waking up once i feel like it.
you boys can go back to your past if that's really what you want.

I really dont need all these. Especially not now.  
thank you very much.

She Wrote In Her Diary @5:50 PM