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♥MWUAH♥

Bubbly
All smiles and laughter

Farhana
twenTEEN
Student

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

I DREAM:

I want a house by the BEACH
100% Health
Be with my FAMILIA for eternity & beyond
I wana WALK-IN CLOSET
I want a PIANO
Let me ride a HORSE
I wana Swim with the DOLPHINS
Oh i wana LEARN to SWIM
Let me Take the PLANE
& Travel around the WORLD

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

I WANT:

Lets buy me another ECLAT D'ARPEGE Lanvin perfume
Lets buy me a fresh supply of fruits and veggies everyday(:
Lets buy me a mini lappy
Lets buy me a whole new wadrobe
Lets buy me pretty pretty dresses and heels
Lets buy me a Chanel handbag
Lets buy me a big Fendi bag to lump all my junks in

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

YOURS TRULY

♥♥♥

Monday, November 30, 2009@7:44 PM

rekindle that MDK craze.

Nope, you're not on the wrong blogpage.

I assume you thought you had accidentally dropped by a guy's blog, but yea, sorry to say, this is the correct blogpage.

I am mad crazy over MDK and look what i'd bought!

*point upwards*

and

*wriggle eyebrows*

I got both the MDK versions, cool or huwhatt...

Yeah. Eventhough the screen resolution doesn't quite match my lappy's and it did resulted in some display error which nearly gave me a panic attack, everything is under control now.

hehe

Oh dear

You should check out my heartbeat when the irritating alien ran after me with a stone!

Even my mom rushed into the room to see what was wrong!

Cool lah, super suspense to the max.

If this game brought back childhood memories to you, go get your MDK today and you can live your childhood dreams again, the way i am right now.

Ok, 10minutes blogging break is over.

Back to MDK.

p/s: If i dont respond to your calls or reply to your msgs promptly, please do not worry and do not panic.

It just basically means that i am too deeply immersed in the world of Kurt Hectic (the MDK character).

Here's a sneak peek into my new world :)

She Wrote In Her Diary @7:44 PM

@12:33 AM

im bored. Super bored.

Yea i guess i get bored real easy and im feeling really grumpy.

and the migraine is getting on my nerves, oh well.

All's part and parcel of being a lady eyy, especially when the feminine cycle comes along to visit you monthly.

So at times like this, if you dont know how to entertain me, just ignore me okay.

You will either irritate me alot, or get me yawning (or stoning. both of which is equally bad)

haish.

UPDATES:

Khai is coming back on the 7th! Yay yay khai's coming back to Singapore!

and dad told us that Fancie and Pipin fits in so well with their new friends. And they turned around to look at my dad a few times before moving forward to join their fellow cholenian friends to explore their new home. Sayang my two busyuks. Will visit you soon and hope all's well.

Tkcr my big little sweethearts :)

She Wrote In Her Diary @12:33 AM

Sunday, November 29, 2009@11:46 AM

we're a happy family.

A farewell to my two grownup babies, Fancie & Pipin.

I think it is right about time we introduce them to new turtles and let them have their own life.

It is the best timing to give them the freedom that they'd longed for.

Hopefully they will have a much better life with all the other wild turtles, make new friends, erm have their own families perhaps?

I love these two and will always always love them.

Dont worry, i will pop by once in a while to give them their favourite big fat prawns and i'll make sure this time the two of you will share it with your new friends.

Much love.

:)

ok shit, im crying.

I know this is insane, crying over turtles but they've been with us for more than 2 years and that's more than enough time for a special bond to develop.

Sigh, ok moving on.

I swear everytime i go back to this entry i'll start welling up in tears again.

My big big babies.

Ok if any of you have anything negative to comment on this, about animal rights or on the cruel nature of humans to adopt pets and releasing them into the wild when they are grown up or whatsoever, i'll appreciate it if you keep those comments to yourself. Thank you.

I am very aware of that and i think it is more cruel to leave them in the petshop, no one buying them, let them grow in the small damn tank with hundreds other unwanted turtles and leaving them to die one by one.

At least i'd saved 2 of these turtles from the misery and make them happy, given them fat prawns everyday and they have the freedom to roam around the house.

haha ok freak but yeah. They know better to shit around the house ok because they shit in the toilet. They are toilet trained.hehe

ahhh sayang my babies, ok i just cant stop talking about them.

Ok seriously, moving on.

Dah.

Hush hush.

Moving on to happier things.

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Aidilahdha.

Back to our annual tradition we will select one family to host the event.and this year, it is Maisarah's house.

so the rest of the families, as usual, potluck, with different food which i got really lazy to take the pics so here are just some of the foodie goodies we had.

Mexican chicken

Black pepper chicken

Dee traditional Lodeh

and sambal goreng

our family's MUST HAVE Satay

Curry prawns (ok, im thinking of my babies again :( sad lah, tsk.)

and introducing Alfonso Miziano Dicaprio.

Cool or what?

oh please dont be scared. he dont have natural looking crossed eyes.

He just loves it this way.

hahaha

We had real Shark's fin too, but i shall not post any picture of it, yes, due to animal rights.

It was kinda sad. Some of my family members refused to eat it, i had some just to taste how it's like and i came to a conclusion that it taste like some umm fishy tough jelly.

So, killing those sharks are really not worth it people and leaving them to die in the sea is totally inhumane.

I will never eat any shark's fin from now onwards.

Promise.

Syaurah :)

z

One of the many scandalous scenes...hmm.

Baju pun dah couple colour dah..haha

a part of us.

see, even 5 year olds know the meaning of sister and brother-hood.

Show the love people!

Syaurah called me beyonce ok.

You dont believe? You go ask my babywalrus la, he heard it. nyeahaha :)

me and my sayang sayang.

Fierce.

She won her school's fashion model competition.

Just look at Umairah! Jealous eh? hehe

And tis is the part everyone's been waiting for.

Watching the last episode of Nur Kasih. haha

focus sekali.

and we decided to be kanak2 istimewa for awhile. Nah i wont show more pics, too retarded already.

Ok, moral of the story, i oh so cant wait to go Genting with all the above mentioned Loves.

Just a few more days.

:)

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And something worth mentioning,

would be a special day with my special one..

:)

My babywalrus surprised me with a special lunch, made by, you bet, him.

What more can a girl ask for?

Your man cooking in the kitchen, and that is the sexiest thing.

hahaha

So i shall stick to my words, that Gordon Ramsey is the sexiest man alive!

(Ok, maybe not)

So what did he whipped up for lunch?

Salmon deep fried with Olive oil, served alongside toasted italian bread with melted cheese and blue cheese sauce, thick soup and potato salad.

And sparkling apple juice "...for a touch of class."

So if you hear me complaining about how sad my life is, how lonely i feel, please remind me to slap myself will you?

'Cos then clearly, i had forgotten about the wonderful people in my life.

Thankyou my dear for a really special day.

I love it.

We headed back to the west to have a quick dinner at Burger King.

Bumped into Umairah, mak uda and mak ngah who were sitted a few tables away from us.

As babywalrus was Q-ing up to get the food, oblivious to my cuzzie and aunt's presence, umairah decided to swope places with me.

hehe

so that gave a pleasant surprise to my dear Mr.Sufyan when he returned to out table to find a different girl in my place.

:)

hehe best kan buat-buat bende macam gini.

I suke sekali.

I decided to get my lil sis her cheesefries and bought the Black pepper chicken meal for the residents of my house. hehe

I thought there wasnt any food at home.

I got home and dad got home together with Siddiq'd family.

And guess what they brought home?

Dark red Bonesteak and many2 packets of mee goreng mama!

Wah family feast lah we all!

Alhamdulillah.

Just scheme through all the food that i ate yesterday, i think i could have gained a few kg, but i didnt of course, i think.

Maybe not yet.

hehe

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So there you go, a brief update about what had happened for the past 3 days.

More updates soon.

Christmas is around the corner and you know what it means?

Sales sales and more sales!

and of course getting your items packed in nice packaging!

Ok, save all those shoppings for after Genting.

I shall be a good girl and stay home from today onwards till our trip.

Need to save the ka-chings for holidays.

I shall go and bathe now, i can already smell my natural signature perfume.

hehe

Happy Holidays!

Mwa loves.

She Wrote In Her Diary @11:46 AM

Thursday, November 26, 2009@7:35 PM

truffles for me,

I ate a tad too much chocolates, now im getting the adrenaline rush and the sleepy syndrome. Yes i think such combination do exist, well at least they do for me.

It's that extra surge of energy but a sleepy feeling at the same time.

Im talking about Lindt's chocolate'.

Chocolate truffles of smooth soft covering filled with liquid chocolate.

Divinelicious can? If you have nott, go try it!

I came to a conclusion that these balls will make me happy at all times. So if you just so happen to catch me in a bad mood, just pop these sinful chocolate balls into my mouth and i will put on my Halo and be a really good angel. Promise. :)

Oh i am not the only addicted one, momma, dad and I were sitted in a circle savouring these sinful indulgence just now. :)

Anyhoots,

To all muslims, Salam Aidiladha! :)

She Wrote In Her Diary @7:35 PM

@2:07 PM

stop it with the pms shall we?

Could you smell it?

I think its called liberation from the evil forces!

exams are over, even i think so.

Nyeh, maybe not exactly over for some people but lets take it as that ok?

So as i'd said earlier on, i can declare myself a free Big Bird.

-

Wait! Was he even a free bird? He was stuck in Sesame Street eversince the day i was running around the house as toddler till right at this moment.
So i must say, he is actually a trapped birdie afterall.

Not so free ey?

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Had a super long day yesterday, and an elaborated one too.

I think it would be any girls' dream to have their uni.sweetheart (hehe menyampah kan?) to come all the way from the east to the west just to bring you the sushi(s) that you've been craving for.

I had been a bad bad girl, but i guess we shall stop pushing the blame to pms and exam stress shall we?

As quoted by the all famous wise philosopher: "You can put the blame on me...you can put the blame on me..." -Akon

So i had my sushi(s) with babywalrus and together with my fully contented tummy, we went to the movie to catch Mr.Fox. It is a cute movie indeed, the layout of the whole movie is different from other movies.

and i want to watch the SqueakQuel of Alvin and the Chipmunks! So darn cute, i oh so feet like pinching those chubby cheeks of theirs! Ayye the cheeky chipmunks will meet the girls of their dreams in this movie too! So excited lah kan...rah rah rah! :)

Aight, lunchtime kids!

I can smell rendang and sambal paru!

Yummeh.

I will go stock up my empty tummeh!

Mwa loves.

She Wrote In Her Diary @2:07 PM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009@7:39 AM

After today...

I will be as free as Big Bird from Sesame Streets.

now back to irritating plants species.
and if i dont get sushi by today, got a feeling that i'll turn barbaric.

She Wrote In Her Diary @7:39 AM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009@7:40 AM

U say pixie i say lott.

Can i say that i am madly in love with

Pixie Lott?

No, i am not a lesbo (am i? heh) but i love her in

"Cry Me Out"

so purrty.

Meanwhile

I think id forgotten that i still have a paper tomorrow.

Reached home and slept like a pwinncess from 11 till 6. So much for revision ey?

Yikess.

Saya sayang makhluk2 behLo yang terpampang di gambar bawah ini.

(Just look at Siddiq, I takboleh angs can? hehs)

cant wait for Genting with these anak-anak istimewa..

:)

-

Ok dah, i want to go bobok now.

I can see ferns in my head already.

Too much Plant Ecology is hazardous for my health.

and and...I nak eat eat eat Sushi :(

nak nak nak.

ok so random can, i know.

dahlah, toodles for now.

Goodmorning sweets.

She Wrote In Her Diary @7:40 AM

@12:50 AM

pseudopost exam activity. lawl

It really felt like eons since i last went shopping with girlfriends.

To celebrate the "last MAJOR paper" exam, hahaha, Widear, Dee and I decided to unwind@ Veevo Siti.

ahaha

our first girls out loud session.

:P

Felt real good to finally enter a proper shopping mall

(Nyeh, i dont regard JP as a proper shopping mall)

Widear please upload the piikchuress we took at Ramen10. ehehehe

(that is if you stumble upon my bloggie lah okeyy :P)

Ok sorry im not uploading any peekchures, no time lah, and didnt bring my babycammie so didnt take pics.

[So i dont blame you if you start falling asleep from this point onwards.]

[*Now]

.

.

.

.

Tankiu to my abang yang tersayang sangat sangat lah sayang who drove all the way from jurong to vivo just to fetch his beloved spoilt brat sister, and paying for the parking fee just to seriously fetch me from the 3rd level of vivo and exit the carpark which took him like a few minutes only.

Carpark entrance fee gone just like that. hahaha

all that trouble and money wasted when i could just drag my bum bum to the taxi stand of vivo and wait for him there.

yesh, my laziness can get abit extreme at times, tsktsk.

No, i was tired, like drop darn tired tauuu.

Ok my dear students, please do not try that at home, Ms. Farhana stongly discourage that selfish act otey?

:\

harharrrr

Good right? See? You all must quickly ask your brothers to get married quickly. They will feel a sudden sense of responsibility, prolly he felt saddened by the fact that he wont be living under one roof with us once he gets married and i know that he will miss me for sure kan abang?

(rhetorical qn here, i dont need an answer)

Ok, im definitely not looking forward to that day. It'll be just me and lil sis and her noisy recorder at home with momma and dad. :(

Oh yesh, and my sayang-sayang Fancie and Pipin.

(You should know by now who Fancie&Pipin are)

mom was pretty pleased with the way i shop these days and my choice of clothing.

and she approves of my attire, like finally after so many trials and errors, on her part uh.

To me everything also ok lah kan?

Ok, till exams are really over, no more shopping. Even so, i will shop proper once I return from Genting.

InsyaAllah, by then, it'll be a purrrfect timing to unwind, like seriously unwind.

:))))

She Wrote In Her Diary @12:50 AM

Saturday, November 21, 2009@11:07 PM

The last thing you need will be re-runs to halt you from walking.

Shadows to haunt you everywhere.

and those are definitely the last things i needed.

Stop these re-runs, and let me be myself.

Im not an actress so i dont act,

But situations forced me to act and pretend everything's fine.

But its not, you see.

Im in a mould, forced to adapt to bad situations.

Ambiguous situations.
Those that i myself am not sure of.

Presence of your loved ones do keep you company.
But at the end of the day,

this is the real deal.

You are on your own.
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And like why am i emo-ing?

Oh, it's the 22nd. No wonder im being so sensitive.
I turn into a mimosa around these dates.

Erm not Samosa ok.

ok dah, heck those plants. I want to sleep.

goodnight!

......

Ok maybe not.

bleargh.

She Wrote In Her Diary @11:07 PM

@12:54 AM

where are you Mr. Mojo?

(Just look at how my momma' made me wear the exact same attire as my bro. And i didn't seem to mind at all, bah. I will do the same to my kids one day. *snigger*)

I need sleep, i really do.

But dreams these days arent as beautiful as before.

No more kittens rolling down the hill, no more being a kangaroo chasing after a grizzly humphrey bear...

My dreams are strictly academic related dreams.

Yes, in my dreams, i am taking my exam papers, or im late for my exams, or im mugging for my papers.

Sad isnt it?

Neh, more to...petrifying dreams, no?

Ok that's a rhetorical question, and i dont need you to answer, thank you very much.

:(

I fell asleep just now and i dreamt of the lifecycle of ferns.

And somehow, i saw the word "bryophytes" in my dream.

Amazing. Simply amazing.

School is haunting me, even in my sleep.

I know tis is the gazillion entry i posted in a day, as i'd told you before (or have i not?),

i have this bad habit of posting entries everytime Mr and Mrs Negativities. come around to visit me.

Yes, their surprise visits are inevitable and definitely not welcomed. sheesh.

I need someone to undulate positive energy to me.

At least mom's been a great help for treating me like a total princess (or more like a spoilt brat, i opt for the latter) because she hates the sight of me getting embraced by my overly self-pity syndrome.

Yesh, i think that should be made into an abstract illness.

Ok, wait.

What am i doing here blogging?

I should be introducing Ms.Drained Brain to Mr. Ecology of Plants and Blablabla. so that they could get along well on their exam day, well enough to produce a perfect offspring called Ms Good exam results.

Ok dah, im really tired.

Go and entertain yourself by watching the Mactini video *point below*

I dont know about you but it sure as heaven tickled me.

I pushed passed my threshold level already, my brains malfunctioning, shoot.

I need my Mojo back!

Toodles.

She Wrote In Her Diary @12:54 AM

Friday, November 20, 2009@10:06 PM

This is for all Macbook lovers :))

She Wrote In Her Diary @10:06 PM

@2:27 AM

fantabulous find :)

I Never Knew I Needed

U would have guessed, another fantabulous song by Ne-yo.

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing

for the ending of my first begin
and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that I'd be here so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly)
undeniably happy
said with you right here, right here next to me
you're the..

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always
now it's so clear i need you here always

She Wrote In Her Diary @2:27 AM

Thursday, November 19, 2009@8:56 PM

1234

I am blogging to commemorate the 1,234 pictures on my facebook profile page.

Haha, ok dah, lame sangat lah kan?

and exams are really pushing the limits of my body, mind and soul.

But i know i can do it, we all can :)

So, 2 more papers...

and lets look forward to nice trip to Genting Highlands and Port Dickson soon shall we?

I need to go get a breather

(:

p/s: I already took my H1N1 vaccination. So everyone, go get yours today! nyeahaha

She Wrote In Her Diary @8:56 PM

Monday, November 16, 2009@8:02 PM

I am desperately looking for means and ways to procrastinate, hence the reason why im here :)

Uhuh, im a bad bad influence. If you are taking your exams and just so happen to be reading this entry, you are no better than me, yes? hehe :P

ehh nothing new.

I just wanted to share with my readers (if there's any, boo!) that some random guy (wait, did he mentioned his name was babywalrus? hehe) surprised me by waiting for me under my void deck with a packet of famous amos cookies. And he lied by telling me he was already in school. :)

And yes, that made me really happy that i just need to blog about it right now, eventhough im blogging partially because i simply refuse to resume with my mugging.

and i really think, i am always out to look for trouble, i am a living prober. You know? That metal thing that you use to poke around the jaw of a shark during bio practical lab? hahaha ok dah. I hate labs lets not talk about it.

Aye, that is a bit too much procrastination, i shall go mug now.

4 more papers! Then it will be 1 month of pure bliss =D

Aja!!

She Wrote In Her Diary @8:02 PM

Monday, November 09, 2009@9:00 PM

examssss..sahh

17 more days of solitude.

...and still a merciless amount of knowledge to be implanted into my brains within the stated time frame.

Oh im falling sick. Nyeh. Wait, what am i talking about? I am already sick.

I dont even know why im blogging about this. They seem like a pretty redundant information for you people who are reading this, no?

I feel like ranting, but i know it wont catalyse the process of embedding all these academic knowledge that i will happily discard within hours on the 25th Nov, so i might as well be quiet and continue burying my head into the books. Hehe

Ok, call me a geek. Im a geek and im proud to be a geek. *grin widely*

Aight then, i need to go back to......yea you know the word by now.

Mugging.

To all whose going through the same painful experience as me (aka exams), good luck and por favor, do not fall sick! ((:

She Wrote In Her Diary @9:00 PM

Sunday, November 08, 2009@9:33 AM

I woke up the first thing today, saw my stack of notes to be revised and muttered:

" Please tell me im still dreaming."

:|

Mirza's (aka little Pipilongstockings) birthday celebration today at 'imnotreallysurewhere'-country club. Kak Yati had already booked a place by the swimming pool and there's going to be lots of swimming, karaoke-ing, bowling and games...

...and i really want to go. *sob sob*

Yes, now you get my point. My stack of notes = resistance. I'm sure they wont allow me to go happily.

My brains are already attached to them involuntarily;

till exams are over that is.

Nah, im not complaining. Just sharing my plight. heheh :)

She Wrote In Her Diary @9:33 AM

Saturday, November 07, 2009@5:29 PM

mug

I just woke up from a super short power nap.

I dreamt i was trying to take a $10 note from 2 kittens, in which 1 of them eventually turned into a brown bear running down a corridor, and then suddenly i was a kangaroo.

WEIRD RIGHT?

I KNOW!

pfft

im trying to keep myself awake now so i don't have to fall back into that dream!

im hungry.

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yesterday was a long draggy day which ended with a nice classic dinner by the wooden bench with babywalrus who came to surprise me with salmon and an XXL turkey sandwich.

I am indeed, a lucky girl. I should stop complaining.

:))

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Mama is asking me to go for a full body massage and i think i need it too. My body is hurting alot, and sleeping late nights definitely doesnt help!...

...and hunching over my bed to mug just made things worse.

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My blog entries are really boring.

Shoo my dears, dont waste your time coming to my blog for my whiny entries.

Till exams are over, i bet my entries are going to be pretty much similar.

Ok back to mugging my mughead out again. My brain is going to be squeezed dry pretty soon.

She Wrote In Her Diary @5:29 PM

Thursday, November 05, 2009@1:04 AM

music

So tell me.

Why do we listen to music?

I remember events by relating a particular song to that event;

and that song will almost always be the song that's on 'repeat' mode when that particular event is taking place.

and yes,

wouldn't life be so much better if there was background music?

Try putting yourself in the situation where an unwanted event is about to take place. If background musics do exists in life, then you would know by the suspense music which acts as a foreboding indication that something unfortunate is likely to happen.

Try creating your own scenarios with the different genres of songs and the mood of the songs too.

I bet, at the end of the thorough analatical thinking process, you would want life to have background music too.

:))

or- maybe not. :P

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Ok, time now is 1.04am.

Like i'd said in my previous entry, my brain will auto shut off in less than 56 mins from now!

goodnight

*snore*

She Wrote In Her Diary @1:04 AM

Monday, November 02, 2009@11:21 PM

exams

Ok. The drop dead darn draggy exam period is here to stay till the end of November.

I shall start burning the midnight oil from now onwards even though i know my brain will auto shut-off as soon as 2 a.m comes around. haha

Blogger is being slightly irritating since it will change my paragraphing format on its own.

I can feel the pressure setting in, oh please keep the momentum going.

Till the last paper, that is.

arrgh i need a motivation. Something that i can look forward to so that i will mug my whole mugbrain out because of all the wrong reasons. blehh

I just noticed 2 scratches on my left leg. No wonder there's that stinging feeling when i was showering just now.

See? I am bumping and scratching myself without even realizing it.
How sad. :( and..

...how clumsy.

Ok dah, my eyes are going to drop out soon if i dont go to sleepright at this moment.

i can see shooting stars within my range of vision now. Can you?

and my whole room is starting to sway from side to side.

I think the solution is real simple.

SLEEP.

Mwa loves :)

p/s: to whom it may concern: I WANT A REMATCH OF THE GAME OF CHESS! gggrrr.

She Wrote In Her Diary @11:21 PM

@1:40 AM

Soothing rhythm in the background,

like the tinkling lullaby

that i once heard in my head,

a very long time while drifting asleep in my cot.

the smile of an innocent life captured, trapped in a photograph

only to be made alive again in times of reflection;

but forgotten in times of happiness.

Genuine smile of innocence,

replaced by smirks for the parody of life.

a smooth kissable forehead then,

decorated with creases and frown lines.

Shiny bright eyes turned melancholy.

There's that tinkling lullaby again,

filling up this head.

Mixing pleasant days and tearful events to readily define,

Tis', my life.
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pardon my random train of thoughts.

She Wrote In Her Diary @1:40 AM

Sunday, November 01, 2009@9:44 PM

Black and white

never put me alone in a room, or anywhere, for that matter - as long as im alone,

my inner self will start initiating a conversation with me.

and self pity will be the main subject.

All the "i wonder why...", "What if....", "Why did i...." questions will start being a heated conversation topic

and i will succumb to the negativities all over again.

Right at this point, i dont really know anymore whether i had made a right choice.

Accepting is easy but forgetting is real hard.

and now that i cant seem to forget everything, accepting is starting to be like a heavy burden just waiting for the right time for me to carry it on my shoulders.

Life is indeed easy. But the decisions that we make made life hard for us.

and i think i am going down that road of the self-inflicted pain syndrome.

15...15...15...

a year of innocence, where every problem doesnt seem like a problem.

20, a year where all the nitty-gritty details of a non-existence problem gets magnified and becomes and issue, without an invitation.

Life gets really interesting especially when you come across with people who readily unload a heavy burden of their past onto you. Leaving you with 2 choices.

You either carry these burden together,

or you shrug them off your shoulders, and walk away.

She Wrote In Her Diary @9:44 PM

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